I’m guessing I am not the only mom who has ever felt weak—weak
beyond description. After I had my first baby, I’ll never forget the
overwhelming amount of weakness I felt. I wondered what was wrong with me. Why do I feel so incapable? Why am I having
such a hard time with this? For years my dream was to be a mom, and I was
certain of how beautiful and wonderful it would be. However, “weakness,” was
never a part of that dream.
Even now (with 8 years of motherhood under my belt), I have many
moments when I feel weak. In fact, it is a very familiar feeling! But guess
what I have discovered? IT IS OKAY TO FEEL WEAK. It is okay to feel like I can’t
keep up. It is okay to feel exhausted. It is okay to feel stretched thin. Why
is it okay? Because it turns me to my Lord, my God. It shows me that I cannot
do it alone. It brings me to my knees in prayer. Weakness reminds me just how
much I need God’s strength in my life.
So many moments of my motherhood have consisted of tearful pleas
for help from Heaven above. I’m sure many of you could say the same. And if we
take a moment, to think back on those moments, we remember how desperate and
weak we felt. Yet at the same time, we humbly remember how the Lord enabled us,
through His loving grace, to be strengthened in our weakness. The weakness itself
might not have been removed, but we felt a strength beyond our own.
In Jacob 4:7, Jacob shares an important truth about weakness—a truth
that has special significance for mothers. He wrote,